You know, I kind of get that. How many times have I started out on a project and got stuck with a feeling of muck on my my fingers. I am speaking figuratively about the muck. What I mean is outside stresses and pressures stick to me and don't allow the process to flow. I become focused on what I am trying to leave behind rather than the the freedom that comes with creating. Who cares what is created, it is the process that frees my mind and my spirit.
We are taking the weekend away from home. I am hopeful that when we return, I will be freer in my self expression and be able to dive right in without hesitation and with confidence.